Post by boomai jung on Sept 14, 2012 13:23:34 GMT -5
12 09 1012 (twelfth september)
there was a national event that involved shooting a little girl into the moon. For some reason, I had been granted access to a special area where I got a obviously superior view then anyone else. While everyone else only got to see the back of the little girl, and even the television broadcast depicted this, and even though some might be able to make out the girls face with powerful lenses and such, I had the perfect opportunity to clearly see her face
annoyed that I hadn't prepared allot of battery power, when I looked at her face through my camera, she was clearly really miserable. She was strapped to a seat that was suspended by some wire. This was to test out some equipment. A royal sounding trumpet fanfare, as she was hurtled really fast, around two sharp corners, (left, then right) and finally stopped abruptly right in front of a brick wall
I was naturally unconformable with seeing this situation, and the next thing was that she was in some sort of clear plastic display box, presumably for the public to see. She seemed to have a cell phone, and right I front of her, fred (of youdoubled fame) was talking to her on a pay phone. He had seen what was going on as well, and was clearly comforting her. I could hear her now, she was clearly really bright, and seemed really chipper, like she hadn't felt this way in a long time
somehow we broke her loose, and then we were in a large living room of a really nice house. Fred said something about becoming her new father which seemed to please her greatly, and them have her some fatherly advice like 'there more t life then the moon' or something of that nature. She also carried a children's picture book, which seemed to have a moon motif
I was a little jealous that fred had gotten to be her new father, and thought about offering to be her other parent. Knowing this would not help thing, I just smiled largely, as the whole thing was kinda moving
this dream is clearly a reference to the digital kangaroo girl dream thread itself. The little girl could easily represent the girl in the pictures sent to myself
more so, this is about the emergence of youdoubled (of which fred is the 'father') and the connection with my long emerging project, dream valley. The girl could represent both of these very young, developing websites
the moon I think is a reference to the kangaroo dream thread, and in particular the appendix video with the answer phone messages, the background video of which featured a moon motif (taken from the same general footage as this video)
fred started youdoubled because he was fed up with youtubes various commercial ventures, in particular instances where videos were taken down with n warning and seeming no purpose, resulting in an unwelcome side effect – all of the comments for that video are taken down with it, “the thread of conversation has been lost forever”. Inorder to help himself and others in this situation, he founded youdoubled, where the comments won't be taken down with the video (although the video itself will be inaccessible unless reuploaded) and which has an adjacent message board forum for extra comment security
likewise, I had trouble myself with video descriptions on youtube, and eventual came up with a similar solution; the videos will be available on both youtube and youdoubles, but youdoubled will receive more attention. The appendix video is only available on youdoubled for instance, and on occasions where I link the videos in facebook, I will supply a youdoubled link
the forum is to remedy these problems regarding the descriptions, it also provides greater flexibility with any replies and\or responses, but it also represents a small community, dream valley, within a wider network of communities, youdoubled. This was my thinking when I watched this video, from fred, on youdoubled youdoubled.com/watch_video.php?v=35SU1D3SSX92
so this may go a way to explain freds role in the dream. But I think the little girl in the dream probably represents myself, to a large degree. She represents the control, or lack thereof, that I feel I have in my life, and how i feel these freedoms are taken from me. She is perfectly capable of presenting herself and being her own person, but she is muted, caged and ultimately ejected from earth for the amusement of an ill-informed society. This is particularly true of the video I posted recently, that also featured a moon
the little girl could have been a character from other dreams, an effeminate androgen, or androgynous girl, who's colour is clearly grey. In these dreams, I usually am her, this girl seemed younger, and I thing was wearing a relatively old fashioned dusty red dress, with a symbol on the chest
I mention that I see this forum as a house, that this house is my place of dwelling and contains all of my things. However, folk will come and go – offer, take and trade things, look in, socialize and so forth. I fear that I will become stuck in this metaphysical house alone, maybe just because other are unaware of its existence to one degree or another
there was a national event that involved shooting a little girl into the moon. For some reason, I had been granted access to a special area where I got a obviously superior view then anyone else. While everyone else only got to see the back of the little girl, and even the television broadcast depicted this, and even though some might be able to make out the girls face with powerful lenses and such, I had the perfect opportunity to clearly see her face
annoyed that I hadn't prepared allot of battery power, when I looked at her face through my camera, she was clearly really miserable. She was strapped to a seat that was suspended by some wire. This was to test out some equipment. A royal sounding trumpet fanfare, as she was hurtled really fast, around two sharp corners, (left, then right) and finally stopped abruptly right in front of a brick wall
I was naturally unconformable with seeing this situation, and the next thing was that she was in some sort of clear plastic display box, presumably for the public to see. She seemed to have a cell phone, and right I front of her, fred (of youdoubled fame) was talking to her on a pay phone. He had seen what was going on as well, and was clearly comforting her. I could hear her now, she was clearly really bright, and seemed really chipper, like she hadn't felt this way in a long time
somehow we broke her loose, and then we were in a large living room of a really nice house. Fred said something about becoming her new father which seemed to please her greatly, and them have her some fatherly advice like 'there more t life then the moon' or something of that nature. She also carried a children's picture book, which seemed to have a moon motif
I was a little jealous that fred had gotten to be her new father, and thought about offering to be her other parent. Knowing this would not help thing, I just smiled largely, as the whole thing was kinda moving
this dream is clearly a reference to the digital kangaroo girl dream thread itself. The little girl could easily represent the girl in the pictures sent to myself
more so, this is about the emergence of youdoubled (of which fred is the 'father') and the connection with my long emerging project, dream valley. The girl could represent both of these very young, developing websites
the moon I think is a reference to the kangaroo dream thread, and in particular the appendix video with the answer phone messages, the background video of which featured a moon motif (taken from the same general footage as this video)
fred started youdoubled because he was fed up with youtubes various commercial ventures, in particular instances where videos were taken down with n warning and seeming no purpose, resulting in an unwelcome side effect – all of the comments for that video are taken down with it, “the thread of conversation has been lost forever”. Inorder to help himself and others in this situation, he founded youdoubled, where the comments won't be taken down with the video (although the video itself will be inaccessible unless reuploaded) and which has an adjacent message board forum for extra comment security
likewise, I had trouble myself with video descriptions on youtube, and eventual came up with a similar solution; the videos will be available on both youtube and youdoubles, but youdoubled will receive more attention. The appendix video is only available on youdoubled for instance, and on occasions where I link the videos in facebook, I will supply a youdoubled link
the forum is to remedy these problems regarding the descriptions, it also provides greater flexibility with any replies and\or responses, but it also represents a small community, dream valley, within a wider network of communities, youdoubled. This was my thinking when I watched this video, from fred, on youdoubled youdoubled.com/watch_video.php?v=35SU1D3SSX92
so this may go a way to explain freds role in the dream. But I think the little girl in the dream probably represents myself, to a large degree. She represents the control, or lack thereof, that I feel I have in my life, and how i feel these freedoms are taken from me. She is perfectly capable of presenting herself and being her own person, but she is muted, caged and ultimately ejected from earth for the amusement of an ill-informed society. This is particularly true of the video I posted recently, that also featured a moon
the little girl could have been a character from other dreams, an effeminate androgen, or androgynous girl, who's colour is clearly grey. In these dreams, I usually am her, this girl seemed younger, and I thing was wearing a relatively old fashioned dusty red dress, with a symbol on the chest
I mention that I see this forum as a house, that this house is my place of dwelling and contains all of my things. However, folk will come and go – offer, take and trade things, look in, socialize and so forth. I fear that I will become stuck in this metaphysical house alone, maybe just because other are unaware of its existence to one degree or another