Post by boomai jung on Sept 5, 2012 14:58:38 GMT -5
dream one; I am in an old building, I think a collage, but the type of building that would be suitable for drama rehearsals. In a room, I see a small group of people auditioning for a pizzahut add, where the only human element is a voice over. Some of the participants mess up their lines, which plays out a little like a blooper reel on a dvd, but then they become really upset about it. The director comforted one such woman
dream two; I was in a large, shared house. This could have been a collage, and I could have been in a hallway outside my room. A dark skinned woman looked knowingly at me, but I passed. Later, I was on a computer, playing a complicated 8 bit adventure game that involved an amount of detailed maps. I came across one map that had a much simpler design. At this time, the woman came back, and this time I placed my arm around hers, at which point she became very sexual aggressive and pinned me to the floor. Due to her size I may have inadvertently hurt her trying to get my arms under her. Here, she smiled at me and said “that was my three toed sloth, now this is my two toed sloth”
dream three; a model depicting a goddess, which held four night light candles. I worshipped this idol in a way that suited me, which angered some traditional wicken witches. My response was to set fire to the statue
the video for this dream is dated ocotober 9th 2011, which will be about the time I recorded, and ipso frapto had the dream. At this time, I will have given my computer to the police, but the whole issue of them keeping it would not have been addressed yet. So when I say I can't really talk about the meaning of this dream at that time, I mean for those legal reasons. I didn't know what the outcome of the “investigation” would be
in the first dream, it would seem that these actors only get one chance, on the whole, to prove themselves worthy of a job which itself requires the ability to communicate clearly and quickly, without error – advertising. The voice actors may have slipped up naming in naming the toppings at the wrong time, or just in their delivery. Either way, they at least felt, once their one take had been recorded, it was all over
this may refer to the conversation I had with this girl on msn, and the resulting chat logs – see the explanation of the dream archives series. Only one woman, it would seem, was being comforted by the male director. And so, when I spoke to this girl, I cared only for her, and not how my actions may effect onlookers later on
the sloth reference in the second dream is certainly about my fursonas, as I play a baby three toed sloth (kiwi), as well as an adult two toed sloth (fyphfoko). Fyphfoko is a 'multifur', in that she is many different species, and is also general goddess of a small forest. Kiwi is a lilac and turquoise three toed sloth from the forest of dean – fantastical sub species but real location. It can also be noted that kiwi is largely unidentifiable as a sloth, similarly with fyphfoko
the significance here being that the police investigation involved possible child pornography and abuse. I doubted at the time whether the 'little girl' with whom I conversed was genuine, but did not want to take any chances, having had experience with this sort of thing before
the conversation was relatively mundane until she started to talk of some sexual abuse, which I was trying to talk her through. At which pint she became very kinky, and shortly afterwards the issues began. Because if this, there wasn't really a time when I was willing to play with her in this way, but by the time it was over, I would be lying if I wouldn't have liked someone to be kinky with. Obtaining the data I needed to report to the pigs was becoming increasingly frustrating. The woman in the dream didn't look like the woman in the photos I received, but did look a little like some when I know in waking life who I would prefer to be with in this way. Also note that I was shy at first. “that was my three toed sloth and this is my two toed sloth” is therefore a simple freudian wish fulfilment, “now I am done being a child (my three toe) now I want to play as adults (my two toe)”. To add to the frustration, note that I didn't know if she was really a child in trouble, if she was trolling or if she was simply RPing in a way that she enjoyed
had it been the other way around, “that was my two toed sloth and this is my three toed sloth”. as I said would have made more sense, then that would have been her reeling me in as an adult before becoming a child
the map – on a computer game – is easy to explain. She said she was from one place, but seemed to come from another. It turned out the the photos seemed to originally from yet another location. I remember thinking that if I could only know for sure where she was actual posting from, I may know exactly what was going on, and may have saved an investigation, not to mention may have caused me to relax, or “step down”. And so in the dream, many complex maps become one simple one, as required
the third dream probably refers to experiences I have had with some spiritual \ pagan types, and also with some – frankly, simple minded - conservative types, who would view me as the bad guy in the situation regarding the MSN indecent. Its the old “keep off the grass” thing, whereby if the sign says keep off the grass you keep off the grass, even if doing so costs someone's life, say, the life of a child
as far as I knew, I was downloading child porn and storing it on my hard drive (I wasn't), which under normal circumstances would be considered very naughty indeed. I also kept up the convo wit this person inorder to obtain such evidence. F course, I had every intention of going to the police in the next day, which is exactly what I did
I did so based on past experience with dealing with the police – if I mealy reported that I suspected this sort of tombuggery, they would simply tell me that they needed solid evidence to even investigate. I there supplied them with as much evidence as possible (which would have also have hopefully served them well in court if needed)
the police and everyone else kept informing me that I had done the right thing, but I have had experience with simpletons who would disagree, for no logical reason. They would ague that since I knowingly downloaded and stored these images, and I should be penalized accordingly. They would ask such thing as “what if everybody did it” and request repeated explanations. They would ignore the fact that not doing so could cost the the child (if one existed) greatly. Don't get me wrong, if I had done wrong I would like to know about it so that I didn't make the same mistake in future, its just that these people offer no logic
I was worried that this would happen as soon as I reported the incident to the police (it eventually did), but instead I was constantly rewarded for my actions. Thus blowing such foolishness out of the water
the witches in the dream do what they do, not because if how they feel, but because its traditional, and they become offended when others don't follow – or when others believe or think differently. I ignored them, eventually setting fire to the precious symbol (a little like bible burning, except that I had no intention of damaging my beloved stature). The four candles situation is about communication methods used in such situations, and is a reference to the two ronnies “fork handles” sketch
dream two; I was in a large, shared house. This could have been a collage, and I could have been in a hallway outside my room. A dark skinned woman looked knowingly at me, but I passed. Later, I was on a computer, playing a complicated 8 bit adventure game that involved an amount of detailed maps. I came across one map that had a much simpler design. At this time, the woman came back, and this time I placed my arm around hers, at which point she became very sexual aggressive and pinned me to the floor. Due to her size I may have inadvertently hurt her trying to get my arms under her. Here, she smiled at me and said “that was my three toed sloth, now this is my two toed sloth”
dream three; a model depicting a goddess, which held four night light candles. I worshipped this idol in a way that suited me, which angered some traditional wicken witches. My response was to set fire to the statue
the video for this dream is dated ocotober 9th 2011, which will be about the time I recorded, and ipso frapto had the dream. At this time, I will have given my computer to the police, but the whole issue of them keeping it would not have been addressed yet. So when I say I can't really talk about the meaning of this dream at that time, I mean for those legal reasons. I didn't know what the outcome of the “investigation” would be
in the first dream, it would seem that these actors only get one chance, on the whole, to prove themselves worthy of a job which itself requires the ability to communicate clearly and quickly, without error – advertising. The voice actors may have slipped up naming in naming the toppings at the wrong time, or just in their delivery. Either way, they at least felt, once their one take had been recorded, it was all over
this may refer to the conversation I had with this girl on msn, and the resulting chat logs – see the explanation of the dream archives series. Only one woman, it would seem, was being comforted by the male director. And so, when I spoke to this girl, I cared only for her, and not how my actions may effect onlookers later on
the sloth reference in the second dream is certainly about my fursonas, as I play a baby three toed sloth (kiwi), as well as an adult two toed sloth (fyphfoko). Fyphfoko is a 'multifur', in that she is many different species, and is also general goddess of a small forest. Kiwi is a lilac and turquoise three toed sloth from the forest of dean – fantastical sub species but real location. It can also be noted that kiwi is largely unidentifiable as a sloth, similarly with fyphfoko
the significance here being that the police investigation involved possible child pornography and abuse. I doubted at the time whether the 'little girl' with whom I conversed was genuine, but did not want to take any chances, having had experience with this sort of thing before
the conversation was relatively mundane until she started to talk of some sexual abuse, which I was trying to talk her through. At which pint she became very kinky, and shortly afterwards the issues began. Because if this, there wasn't really a time when I was willing to play with her in this way, but by the time it was over, I would be lying if I wouldn't have liked someone to be kinky with. Obtaining the data I needed to report to the pigs was becoming increasingly frustrating. The woman in the dream didn't look like the woman in the photos I received, but did look a little like some when I know in waking life who I would prefer to be with in this way. Also note that I was shy at first. “that was my three toed sloth and this is my two toed sloth” is therefore a simple freudian wish fulfilment, “now I am done being a child (my three toe) now I want to play as adults (my two toe)”. To add to the frustration, note that I didn't know if she was really a child in trouble, if she was trolling or if she was simply RPing in a way that she enjoyed
had it been the other way around, “that was my two toed sloth and this is my three toed sloth”. as I said would have made more sense, then that would have been her reeling me in as an adult before becoming a child
the map – on a computer game – is easy to explain. She said she was from one place, but seemed to come from another. It turned out the the photos seemed to originally from yet another location. I remember thinking that if I could only know for sure where she was actual posting from, I may know exactly what was going on, and may have saved an investigation, not to mention may have caused me to relax, or “step down”. And so in the dream, many complex maps become one simple one, as required
the third dream probably refers to experiences I have had with some spiritual \ pagan types, and also with some – frankly, simple minded - conservative types, who would view me as the bad guy in the situation regarding the MSN indecent. Its the old “keep off the grass” thing, whereby if the sign says keep off the grass you keep off the grass, even if doing so costs someone's life, say, the life of a child
as far as I knew, I was downloading child porn and storing it on my hard drive (I wasn't), which under normal circumstances would be considered very naughty indeed. I also kept up the convo wit this person inorder to obtain such evidence. F course, I had every intention of going to the police in the next day, which is exactly what I did
I did so based on past experience with dealing with the police – if I mealy reported that I suspected this sort of tombuggery, they would simply tell me that they needed solid evidence to even investigate. I there supplied them with as much evidence as possible (which would have also have hopefully served them well in court if needed)
the police and everyone else kept informing me that I had done the right thing, but I have had experience with simpletons who would disagree, for no logical reason. They would ague that since I knowingly downloaded and stored these images, and I should be penalized accordingly. They would ask such thing as “what if everybody did it” and request repeated explanations. They would ignore the fact that not doing so could cost the the child (if one existed) greatly. Don't get me wrong, if I had done wrong I would like to know about it so that I didn't make the same mistake in future, its just that these people offer no logic
I was worried that this would happen as soon as I reported the incident to the police (it eventually did), but instead I was constantly rewarded for my actions. Thus blowing such foolishness out of the water
the witches in the dream do what they do, not because if how they feel, but because its traditional, and they become offended when others don't follow – or when others believe or think differently. I ignored them, eventually setting fire to the precious symbol (a little like bible burning, except that I had no intention of damaging my beloved stature). The four candles situation is about communication methods used in such situations, and is a reference to the two ronnies “fork handles” sketch